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I think my boyfriend could be gay or bisexual and doesn't know? Well i haven't been with him that long, a couple of months and im his first actually proper girlfriend. I have a gay brother which had a halloween party there last night, i brought my boyfriend with me as i wanted my brother to meet him, but the party was mostly gays except for a few,, there was this gay man in his 30's.. he was flirting with my boyfriend and my boyfriend was flirting back?.. this continued for a while and was bugging me but wasn't showing. My boyfriend spent most of the night out the back with him as i was like eh okay?. I was told the next morning by a friend that they were very close, arms around each other, talking dirty, looking at each other in the eyes and all like WTF!?!.. Most people at the party taught he was gay which i didn't like one bit. Hes always talking about threesomes and gang-bangs when the topic comes up. I really like him but having doubts after all that, i've nothing against gays or bisexuals but i'd never go out with one. HELP!,as i don't want to say it to him. | | Girlfriend, it sounds like this guy is using you as a beard. If you stay with him he will sneak around and find other men to have sex with whenever he gets the chance. Trust me on this one, I know a lot of these so-called "straight" guys who do this. | Should I get into,... "porn???" any thoughts,... or, advice? Ok I'm only 20 and, I have just VERY recently come to grips with my sexuality,........
I AM attracted to female beauty but,... haven't actually ever had sex with one as,... Even though I;m considered to be very attractive. I myself am too feminine and, they are usually not attracted to that.
Also, I'm a short, thin, and, petite guy with a very big bubble but. And, delicate feminine facial features. Also,... I'm extremely submissive,..... Which as a guy,...... turns females off. And, although I have tried,... I cannot "fix" who/what I am.
AnywayZ,..... recently within the last few months,... I open my doors to the possibility that I may be gay,... or, bisexual. At first I just had a few fantasies about being dominated, sexualized, and, banged by Big black men. Then, I told a female friend about it and, without me knowing it invited a "Big black man" that was MORE than willing to make my fantasy come true!!!
I tried at first to push him away but, he was ALL OVER me that night,... grinding on me, smacking my butt, grabbing me all over, and, telling me all the dirty things he was going to do with me... He was actually publicly embarrassing me. I eventually asked to speak with him in private,.... so I could tell him I wasn't gay,.... but, when I did He told me,.... not to play with him,.... because HE KNEW my "secret"
I was totally shocked that she,.... told him that,... and, invited him to the party to,.... essentially bang me!!!
At that point we were in one of the bedrooms in the house and, he became forceful and, I submitted to him. I did EVERYTHING he told me to and, I lost my virginity to him that night. He then, took me home,.... but, not my home,.... to his. Where I continued to,.... well you know. At first it was SOOO painful and, scary,.... but, it wasn't long until I figured out I like it.
Then,... he introduced me to his freind who I have been sleeping with recently,..... He is also a Strong,... VERY dominant black male. Anyways,... lately it seems they are obsessed with having sex with me!!!!!!!!
And, now they want me to participate in a situation that essentially is a gang bang or,..... a "train" AND, they want to tape it,... and, make a All interracial sex tape, where I would be the only one,.... "receiving"
They actually want me to do a LOT of these kind of tapes. Where essentially its a group of black guys taking turns with me. They really think that because of my looks,... We would all make a lot of money,... They want to put up an interracial gay site and, all of that,... there willing to spend a lot of money because ,..... there SO SURE that because of me we will make lots of money...
I AM a little excited by it but, I'm very scared and, more than that I feel like such a little SL UT and,.... I just don't know!!!! And, I'm afraid that if I do it and, we DON'T make a lot of money,.... I'll feel REALLY bad for letting everyone down,....
I DO want to make them happy and, THEY REALLY REALLY REALLY want me to do this for them!!!! And, I want to please them. I mean that kinda IS my job. They don't see why I'm making a big deal out of it,..... they say it'll only be five guys on me,.... but that's kind've a LOT!!!! The most I ever did was those two at once,.... and, that was INTENSE!!!
What should I do??????? Should I just take it like a big boy and, stop being such a baby or,.... should I try to get out of it???
What does everyone think???????? Any Advise?????? | | I dont think this is a good idea. first off your playing a game with your sexuality. there a lot of gay men and woman out there that are very serious about thier sexuality and have strong relationships with their partners. porn isnt a respectiful job to have. you need to look into your morals and values. would you date someone who had been in a porno? would you have as much respect for them? there's going to be alot of people who will have less respect for you. dont worry about these guys. they're obviously not willing to be the one to take it up the butt. your the only one bending over. how about one of them bend over and see if there so willing to do the porno. alot of men will stick their dick in men's butt just because it feels like a woman and are straight. theres alot of straight guys in prison who will do it just to get some. so they maybe not be completely gay if there only willing to give not recieve. if you want to do this, do this for yourself. not for your little buddies. but if you decide to do it you need to make sure you see medical records for each of these men to make sure theres no STDs. | Should I do porn??? I'm feeling really pressured??? Any advise? Ok I'm only 20 and, I have just VERY recently come to grips with my sexuality,........
I AM attracted to female beauty but,... haven't actually ever had sex with one as,... Even though I'm considered to be really attractive. I myself am too feminine and, women are usually NOT attracted to that.
Also, I'm a short, thin, and, petite guy with a very big bubble but. And, I've got delicate very feminine facial features. Like pouty lips, long thick eyelashes, girlish like face. Also,... I'm an extremely submissive,..... Which as a guy,...... turns females off. And, although I have tried,... I cannot "fix" who/what I am.
AnywayZ,..... recently within the last few months,... I open my doors to the possibility that I may be gay,... or, bisexual. At first I just had a few fantasies about being dominated, sexualized, and, banged by Big black men.
Then, I told a female friend about it and, without me knowing it invited a "Big black man" to a party she threw,... (without me knowing) that was MUCH MUCH MORE than willing to make my fantasy come true!!!
I tried at first to push him away but, he was ALL OVER me that night,... grinding on me, smacking my butt, grabbing me all over, and, telling me all the dirty things he was going to do with me... He was actually publicly embarrassing me. I eventually asked to speak with him in private,.... so I could tell him I wasn't gay,.... but, when I did He told me,.... not to play with him,.... because HE KNEW my " little secret"
I was totally shocked that she,.... told him that,... and, invited him to the party to,.... essentially bang me!!!
At that point we were in one of the bedrooms in the house and, he became forceful and, I submitted to him. I did EVERYTHING he told me to and, I lost my virginity to him that night. He then, took me home,.... but, not my home,.... to his. Where I continued to,.... well you know. At first it was SOOO painful and, scary,.... but, it eventually, I guess I started to like it.
I felt really sick at first,.... liking what he was doing with me and, what I was doing,.... But, I did like the feeling of being SO WANTED..... SO Desired!!!!! I never got that from a girl..... I mean he literally could not stay off me for two seconds,.....
Then,... he introduced me to his friend Jason who I have been sleeping with recently,..... He is also a Strong,... VERY dominant black male. Who claims to be straight,.... if you can believe that. He says I don't count as being a guy,.... because I'm so feminine
They are usually nice to me and, are blown away by my looks,...they tell me how gorgeous I am non-stop!!! Which is really nice. They NEVER want me to go anywhere without them, like I'm going to run away or, something.
Anyways,... lately it seems they are obsessed with having sex with me!!!!!!!! It never stops,.... really. Its like their possessed!!! Its unreal!!!
And, now they want me to participate in a situation that essentially is a gang bang or,..... a "train" AND, they want to tape it,... and, make a All interracial sex tape, where basically,.... its a bunch of Black guys,... and me, and,.... they all basically "take turns giving" and, I basically "receive",
None of these guys,.... EVER play catcher. Some have girlfriends and, consider themselves totally straight!!!
Me being very white,... is another VERY BIG REASON their SOOOO interested with me,...The films would be very race oriented and, domination/submission themed as well,....
They actually want me to do a LOT of these kind of tapes. Where essentially its a group of black guys taking turns with me. They really think that because of my looks,... We would all make a lot of money,... They want to put up an interracial gay site and, all of that,... there willing to spend a lot of money because ,..... there're SO SURE that because of me we will make lots of money...
I AM a little excited by it but, honestly,... I'm also very scared and, more than that I feel like such a little SL UT and,.... I just don't know!!!! And, I'm afraid that if I do it and, we DON'T make a lot of money,.... I'll feel REALLY bad for letting everyone down,....
Plus I'm worried about what other people would think about me if they ever found out,.... Like my parents,.... who don't even know I'm gay or, bisexual....I guess!!!
I DO want to make them happy and, THEY REALLY REALLY REALLY want me to do this for them!!!! And, I want to please them. I mean that kinda IS my job. They don't see why I'm making a big deal out of it,..... they say it'll only be five guys on me,.... but that's kind've a LOT!!!! The most I ever did was those two at once,.... and, that was INTENSE!!!
What should I do??????? Should I just take it like a big boy and, stop being such a baby or,.... should I try to get out of it???
What does everyone think???????? Any Advise?????? | | Ok sweetie trust me they are not gay if the dont suck or catch and what they are doing the niceness the compliments well this kinda like a web there weaving so you cant back its kinda like a blackmail situation and i also dont think your gay most gay men know they are early on in life. I would say no and also it sounds a little like rape and thats not what you need or want i would get out of there ASAP and dont talk to that so called friend of yours any more... | Could I be going through post traumatic stress or something? My life right now is awesome. I'm 23, I'm in a relationship with the love of my life and I'm happy to see that my son (11 - yes, I had him young) is proud of me progressing and bettering my life after a rough past. Everything has gotten better and life has completely changed for me over these past, almost 10 years. But something's definitely not right in my mind and I'm wondering if it could be post traumatic stress or maybe just a whole bunch of emotions just bottled up inside. Or maybe, could it be that I'm at the wrong place at the wrong time in my life?
I feel like I need to mention how my life was, first, in order for you all to understand what I'm going through. I pretty much used to affiliate with gang members, I was a partier, a drinker and a drug user. On top of that, I'm a bisexual male, who was, at the time, only out of the closet to close family and very few friends, but not to everyone. The town I've been living in is a small town and everyone knows each other. Before I decided to change my life, I struggled with battles to be able to fit in and be respected, so I affiliated with gang members, although, I never really claimed to actually "bang." I just associated with them. The life I chose to live led to excessive partying, drinking and drug use. But what really affected me was my sexuality and the anger of my son's mother whom, since he was born, has not supported, or even took the time to see her son all the years of his life, ever. I was also in a "down low" (secret) relationship with someone (male) who also affiliated with the gang members. It was a very physically and mentally abusive relationship. I pretty much lived this kind of lifestyle for 5 years, until one day, I decided that I needed a change. I up and left without letting anyone know. I packed my bags and flew myself and my son to a different state to try and start all over.
After getting back on my feet and completely switching my life around from the way the type of people I hung out with to the type of clothes I wore, unfortunate events have forced me to come back to town, so I flew back and have been living here to present time. I met this awesome guy who is now my boyfriend and we're pretty much a happy family just trying to get by in life and better ourselves. Being back in town has kind of caused grievance in my life, but I'm trying my hardest to not let it bring me down. I never ever want to go back to the lifestyle I used to live. Here is where I get to my point. I got a job outside of the town in a town where no one knows me, just to be on the safe side. But, usually when I'm home on my days off, or after work, I don't want to go out. I'd rather stay in my house and not go anywhere. I'm afraid that I will see a lot of people from my past. Rumor has it that they are not happy about how I left without notice and now I'm back and, from what I hear, people are "hating" and are on the look out for me. My ex, who I also left without notice, has been trying to get a hold of me, but I'm trying my best to avoid him because he was very possessive and abused me, both physically and mentally. The only time I will actually go out is when I know I'm with someone who will be able to help me if drama were to pop off. I try not to let my son go out unless I go out, so he's pretty much with me most of the time, except for when he's at school. I'm also like this with my boyfriend. He's also very well-known out here, but I encourage him to keep my name out of his mouth when it comes to him talking to his friends or relatives (He, also, was affiliated with gang members in the past). I NEVER go out alone. I also encourage him to keep our relationship on the down low to people who can potentially be not trusted. It takes a lot out of me just to make up my mind to whether I should go grocery shopping and run errands. Most of the time I have other family members do it for me. But when I actually do have the guts to go out on some days, I'm constantly watching my back, always making sure I'm not being followed when I'm driving and try to be as quick as possible whenever I'm in a store or any public place in general, just so I won't be seen.
I think that the only way for me to be completely free of all this crap in my life right now is to leave to another town where I can start off fresh. But it's hard when you're life is pretty established where you're at, when you have an 11 year old son who is just now getting to enjoy his life and making new friends and settling down in one school, and when you have a boyfriend who only knows life in his hometown with a good-paying job and doesn't want to leave.
Is this post traumatic stress? What is the best way to cope with all of this? The only thing that keeps me going day by day is "mind over matter." I try my hardest to not let it get the best of me, but it's hard. What should I do? | Thank you for sharing your story. It is a perspective that only a strong person could share and probably survive.
While I have never lived your life...as an outsider looking in, let me offer a few thoughts.
You sound like you have been strong and relatively smart in recent years. You sound like you have done what you have to do to survive something that few could. And you also sound like you have been lucky.
Gangs are tough crowds. From what I have heard, I didn't know people could escape them, but you have. So far.
To go through what you have and not be scarred...is practically impossible. So it is safe to say that you could have a post traumatic stress disorder or even anxiety issues. Whether you label it as such is not as important as getting the proper treatment or doing something about it.
So given you know you can have "panic attacks"...consider seeking treatment for them. It is relatively easy to treat with proper diagnosis. Sometimes medication is needed sometimes not. But one of the things that might make the biggest difference is removing the stimulus.
Even if you didn't have the panicky feelings...you describe a hard life. Hiding from people that could hurt you in a neighborhood filled with a past you do not want to live...is not a life at all. Your son may be comfortable, but he doesn't know yet the life that you provide for him. He is young. Same age as you when your life got so mess up in fact.
Your significant other also doesn't know what he is missing. He is comfortable. And from what you said or didn't say...he apparently doesn't live in the fear that you do.
I don't want to tell you what to do because frankly you know. You took an absolutely rotten situation and turned it around to a success story (certainly the best outcome I could imagine based on your description). Now do the same again.
If you aren't safe or happy. Then do what you need to do. Your son will trust you. Your significant other will understand and follow if it is the right path for him. What happens if you stay and something awful happens? You really don't have so many options now do you?
Good luck. You have a fine head on your shoulders. Now use it...and take your self to a doctor for medication for the anxiety if you need it...but you may be better if you change the place that you live either way. | LGBT: How did you react to the Death of Ianto Jones!? For those who watched the FANTASTIC Torchwood Guyren of Earth
I am wondering what the reaction in the LGBT community was of the death of popular LGBT character, Ianto Jones. Was it outrage? Anger? Depression? Relief? Sadness? Etc etc
In the fiction of the show, Ianto Jones is bisexual having had a relationship with his former girlfriend, Lisa Hallett and from her death up until his own, he was in a relationship with Torchwood Boss, Captain Jack Harkness.
Ianto hid many dark secrets underneath a stylish exterior, talking barely of his family and in the one instance of mentioning his father, lies and says he was a "Master Tailor" to cover himself.
As Rhiannon Davies, Ianto's sister, points out in Day Five after learning of her brother's death: "If Ianto gave you that old ****, then you didn't know him at all..."
Ianto had many great moments as well in the series, some of which, I will list below. Can you say which is you favourite and add some that I may forget if you wish...From introduction to heartbreaking death.
IANTO's GREATEST MOMENTS
1. Being told that he looks good in a suit by his boss (1.1 Everything Changes, 2006)
2. Trying to keep his girlfriend alive via the use of Cyber Technology he'd salvaged from the ruins of the Battle of Canary Wharf (1.4: Cyberwoman, 2006)
3. Being able to cope out in the countryside with a gang of cannibals out on the loose (1.6: Countrycide, 2006)
4. Naming the Rissen Mitten, Life Knife and having a stopwatch at the ready. (1.8: They Keep Killing Suzie, 2006)
5. Doing his best to get Jack back, but still try to respect Jack's rules on the rift machine...(1.12: Captain Jack Harkness, 2007)
6. Despite his love for Jack, going against his boss to open the rift with the rest of the team...(1.13: End of Days, 2007)
7. Rejoicing at Jack's survival after the battle with Abaddon (1.13: End of Days, 2007)
8. Being asked out by Jack (2.1: Kiss, Kiss, Bang, Bang, 2008)
9. Overcoming "Adam" with Jack's help (2.5: Adam, 2008)
10. Witnessing the death and subsequent resurrection of Dr. Owen Harper, (2.6:Reset and 2.7:Dead Man Walking, 2008)
11. Being present at Gwen Cooper's wedding to Rhys Williams, (2.9: Something Borrowed, 2008)
12. Playing naked hide and seek with Jack (2.11: Adrift, 2008)
13. Nearly being killed in an explosion and witnessing how he came to join Torchwood through this trauma (2.12: Fragments, 2008)
14: Experiencing the deaths of his colleagues Dr. Owen Harper and Toshiko Sato at the hands of Jack's insane brother Gray. (2.13: Exit Wounds, 2008)
15: Coming out to his Sister (COE: Day One, 2009)
16: Kissing Jack goodbye, as the Hub was about to explode (COE: Day One, 2009)
17. Rescuing Jack from the government in a Tractor, (COE: Day Two, 2009)
18. Having his and Jack's attempts to fulfill their relationship revoked by Rhys declaring that the Beans were nearly done..."Bloody Beans" (COE: Day Three, 2009)
19. Marching with Jack to Thames House, to confront the 456 (COE: Day Four, 2009)
20. Dying in Jack's arms, after the 456 unleashed a virus inside Thames House...(COE: Day Four, 2009)
Apologies for the length of this, but please be patient and take the time to read if you are interested...Thank You
IANTO JONES
1983-2009
*If you're missing Ianto Jones deeply you can donate to Guyren in Need on this Website, by following the links it provides...
www.saveiantojones.com | The jack dude when introduced in Doctor Who made no secret of his sexuality. Do you recall the kiss with the doctor?
There will be more men in his life. I can guarantee this as a guy who cant die has a lot of time to find a new lover. | What do you think of the restaurant scene? This is a restaurant scene in my novel The Occasions. Toby, the owner of the restaurant, is talking to Heffler, his imaginary friend.
Toby interpreted everything as though each part was an ingredient for a new narcotic recipe. He had to leave the room and throw away various bags and boxes. Then, he dusted the cabinets and scrubbed the walls. An imaginary friend knocked on the door of his ear and reminded him of an inspection coming soon. The inspector was from the fire department and wore prep-styled clothes so he could impress the gay clientele and did not know Toby was heterosexual. Then again, the imaginary friend thought Toby was bisexual and kept mentioning so to Toby. However, Toby’s girlfriend was involved with another man at the moment, proving the legitimacy of what the imaginary friend surmised. According to various books on cinematography, action can be related to any number of causes. One cause could be too much thyme in the asparagus salad. He also heard the front door opening and laughter before the door closed. He figured the gang walked out, respecting Toby’s privacy during a discussion moment with his imaginary friend. The moment was now and the friend’s name was Heffler.
Heffler appeared from behind Toby’s ear and wore his typical gray and pink jumpsuit decorated with purple and yellow feathers. He wore a mustache on his wrist and sunglasses on his neck. His ears were covered with miniature brown paper bags and a pizza coupon was taped to his forehead.
Heffler said, “I wore my mesh to cover up your tracks. You were inconsiderate by not determining the numbers involved in the package.”
Toby replied, “But you did not smack me with the fly like the bargain indicated on the spool.”
Heffler screamed, “This is not the way to go about petting your tortilla poodle!! You have to use masking tape and infiltrate the Russian book-keeper!! He will show you all about the damn crockery unless you want to stuff your pores with all that garbage like you did when we went to your cousin’s house and he was trying to jam a wax doll up his rectum!! You should know better than to call up Asia during the time you type the number seven!! It can cause the Bulgarian Buttermilk Police to curdle your brain!! It only takes five minutes to rectify taboo symbolism, you unholy camel who possesses the knowledge of demonic toothpaste!! I shall make an exorcism come into your nostrils and bake your toxic herbal system out of your infrared spy catchers!! Take it from me when I say I cannot condone your usage of anchovy paste on mousetraps, especially when nothing but bagels get caught and they bark like beagles!! Maybe you can take a walk and fly close to the airplane like you suggested on page ninety two when you went to graduate school and typed a frenzy while the nurse gave you a ********!! She was just as imaginary as me but at least I come wearing cool clothes, you ++++ ++++!! You cannot even put together a potato pie full of money and that’s what counts if you want to be robbed!! You make this restaurant a freaking coin machine of your punks who cause you harm when they scream at you when you walk along back roads!! You need a brown crayon to wipe away the grocery tears you’ve collected on your ancient journey towards Cairo when the stock market crashed into your lawn!! Pretty soon – and I mean this in the most ugly form of pretty as I can muster up – you cannot go just by my words, regardless of the dog who humps your leg!! You have to lick a cat’s stomach and add Drano to the megaphone because the fingers string me along until I can no longer do string tricks but the camera person told me otherwise and I had to harass him because he was such a stickler for perfect grammarian mammary circumspection… now look what you’ve made me do!! I have made a French excuse for a very German problem!! Just as long as you bang your nose against the marshmallow wall, I cannot be held libel for any lawyer type of action you have against my embezzlement techniques!! Just puff on this magic cigarette until you feel like you will disappear and that should scare the **** out of you but I told you before not to regard the bugs unless the bugs come to you first and then you can run the mile and make a runner for a song lyric with a razor in your fingernail but as long as it is made of gum you are okay!! My Italian mother told me this information and I will pass more along to you because you have bad springs in your mattress and you’ve never said hello to my advances so I cannot condone your heterosexuality, especially since I am also heterosexual and there cannot be two of us!! Hence, such is why I am your imaginary friend, even though some sources would say I am real and you are suffering from opposite-delusion but then no drugs could cure it so the pharmacies have to gain their share. Okay, maybe I have lingered and malingered too far but it is only out of love!! | | ...middling. Like trying to read soup. | Which is the best explanation for reality? God: A cosmic, omnipotent, omniscient, omnibelevolent, good, loving, merciful, murderous, tyrannical, unfair, mysterious being created everything. This is the most widespread belief due to religion, especially Christianity. Religious, "brainwashed" people say God exists (chicken or the egg, intelligent design, etc.) and atheists say He doesn't (problem of evil, problem of hell, etc).
Materialism: Only matter and physics exists. There is nothing that can surpass the laws of physics or beyond it, even the mind, a God, the Large Hadron Collider, a black hole, a time machine or just somebody who successfully divided by zero.
Idealism: Reality depends and/or lies on the mind, not matter. For example, we say there are such things like lines, circles, shapes, geometry, buildings, God, Satan, evil, crime, laws, death, nirvana, Hell, evolution, Big bang, elementary particles, quantum mechanics, math, natural "disasters", luck, misery, epic fail, encyclopedias, wikipedia, Internets, Youtube, The Internet Hate Machine, computers, movies, Transformers, sex, anime, cartoons, Spongebob, Simpsons, schools, videogames, monsters, cute anime girls, Code Geass, dorks, pwnage, action, 300 Spartans, communists, celebrities, Miley Cyrus, pop singers, Michael Jackson, criminals, lesbians, gays, bisexuals, transgenders, homosexuals, Jews, popes, nerds, gangs, buddhists, atheists, Dawkins, tyrants, dictators, Hitler, Stalin, Mayans, 2012, war, Antichrist, 666, geniuses, Einstein, Stephen Hawking, aliens, Jesus, angels, demons, Dan Brown, religions, Christianity, terrorists, Osama bin Laden, ******, Chris Brown, Obama, NWO, nations, America, idealists, f*ck, sh*t, etc. because we THINK they exist.
Dualism: Fusion of materialism and Idealism. There is a physical world controlled by the laws of physics as well as a non-physical, physics-independent, mental, spiritual, untouchable, mysterious, world.
Of these possible explanations for reality, which is the best and/or most logical?
Source(s):
Metaphysics
PS This is not a joke. Those words are for reference. | I believe there is another one ... Dimensions
Since every person has his own life with its own details that nobody knows them all even him, then I believe that justice is so hard to be applied even though we convince ourselves it exists, so it sounds like that a person has an independent universe and all the others are images to help his mind evaluate answers, so actually everybody is a parameter in someones else equation of life that will finally converge by death. |
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